I've been surviving on pretty little sleep these past few days. (Slept at 9am ish today.) Darn school work. If I have to do more, I'll whine, complain and still do my school work.
This is my last semester in school and it is suppose to be slack... Unfortunately, it is not. And I'm driving myself crazy.
A professor I emailed did not email me back. It's moderately irritating to be ignored as I am stuck in a situation that I can't change. Why can't the person just reject (or accept) my request, instead of dao1ing me.
Oh, last Thursday, I was trying to borrow some past tests from this guy in class. HE BLOODY DIDN'T WANT TO LET ME. I swore I almost ripped his neck apart. He gave lame excuses like he got something to do and really needed the tests. Please, I only needed it for 5 minutes and will return to him after the break. Somehow I managed to convince this other girl to lend me the notes, so it wasn't all too bad in the end. BUT SOME OTHER RANDOM GUY FOLLOWED me to copy the notes and expected me to pay for him. Then the copying machine screwed and he couldn't really copy. The girl that lent me the papers were not too pleased as I returned to class without her papers. (The other guy was still trying to copy the papers.)
Anyway, the girl got her papers back some time during the middle of second half of the class. The papers were not well stapled so... she was pretty pissed off by then.
After class I had to apologize and do all that fluffy stuff. Sheesh..
Anyway, I have decided.. with these terrible experiences with )(@#*@)(#* GUYS. I detest those freaking chinese (I think they are) guy. Problematic.
I hate to generalize, but they really pissed me off. Shoo. Don't bother me, bother some one else.
p.s. At least it taught me to appreciate OF a bit more. (He stayed up to help me check essays. Ooo.. Thank you. thank you.)
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Graduating
I just got my graduation pictures taken. They are BLOODY Expensive. I paid $25 for Proofs. And if I want photos without the horrible words (proofs) on it. I need to pay $50 (black & white) and UP.
Disgusting.
Which means I would attempt to photoshop away the darn words.
@()#*!
Hm. Back to school. Everything is a routine. As usual, I am worrying about my life and possible future. Argh. Nothing ever changes.
I'm such a worry wart. It doesn't help that I worry about things that I can't change.
Just learnt that someone at work took 10 years to complete her degree. I am taking 3 years and it is DRIVING ME NUTS.
Sheesh. Is this the attitude to go to graduate school? But I don't feel ready for work. (would I ever?)
It's crappy being at an age where you are old enough to comprehend things and yet not old enough to make a wise decision about what you want.
It doesn't help that I know that the decision I would make is CRUCIAL for the next couple of years of my life.
Church was going: you should pray that God helps you make the right decision when you meet a fork in life.
Darn it.
And then comes to the point. Is there free will? Do I actually get a choice? Or is it just the perception of choice since everything is preordained.
(Reminds me of the time when my friends told me that your name is in this Big Book that decides whether you go to heaven. Then what choice do I have in life to make? If I suddenly decide to be religious, would my name pop up in the Book? Or is it destined that I would/would not be religious and that my name is already in/not in the Book?)
Yada, yada. Random Rantings.
Disgusting.
Which means I would attempt to photoshop away the darn words.
@()#*!
Hm. Back to school. Everything is a routine. As usual, I am worrying about my life and possible future. Argh. Nothing ever changes.
I'm such a worry wart. It doesn't help that I worry about things that I can't change.
Just learnt that someone at work took 10 years to complete her degree. I am taking 3 years and it is DRIVING ME NUTS.
Sheesh. Is this the attitude to go to graduate school? But I don't feel ready for work. (would I ever?)
It's crappy being at an age where you are old enough to comprehend things and yet not old enough to make a wise decision about what you want.
It doesn't help that I know that the decision I would make is CRUCIAL for the next couple of years of my life.
Church was going: you should pray that God helps you make the right decision when you meet a fork in life.
Darn it.
And then comes to the point. Is there free will? Do I actually get a choice? Or is it just the perception of choice since everything is preordained.
(Reminds me of the time when my friends told me that your name is in this Big Book that decides whether you go to heaven. Then what choice do I have in life to make? If I suddenly decide to be religious, would my name pop up in the Book? Or is it destined that I would/would not be religious and that my name is already in/not in the Book?)
Yada, yada. Random Rantings.
Friday, January 12, 2007
New Year
It's a new year. I've returned from my 3rd Europe (London & Paris) trip not too long ago. Now, it's back to school. Everything is a dull buzz. Just going about life. School, work, schoolwork, sleep. Dull.
All is fine and rather uneventful. Not feeling all too keen to get suck into this seemingly endless undergraduate career. It's almost over. Just 4 more months before I'm out of here. In fact, I'm off to take my grad photo some time next week.
It's been a relatively fast 3 years. A new phrase in life is about to begin. Now as I look back at my JC days, I feel this attachment to my school. But in college, it is just a mindless trudge to complete. While I have gained an education and learnt a lot (mostly academic stuff), I don't have that attachment to the school. Maybe it's the people here. The lack of a decent social circle makes me yearn for a more interesting/colourful life elsewhere. Where should I go next.
Toronto is a nice place. The security of knowing where everything is in this city.
Yet, I should move. This place has failed to give me the intellectual or any other sort of stimulation I need. I'm not growing as a person!
Hm, like what this lecturer of mine said: Take the harder path in life.
Moving elsewhere would be hard... Maybe that's why I should do it.
All is fine and rather uneventful. Not feeling all too keen to get suck into this seemingly endless undergraduate career. It's almost over. Just 4 more months before I'm out of here. In fact, I'm off to take my grad photo some time next week.
It's been a relatively fast 3 years. A new phrase in life is about to begin. Now as I look back at my JC days, I feel this attachment to my school. But in college, it is just a mindless trudge to complete. While I have gained an education and learnt a lot (mostly academic stuff), I don't have that attachment to the school. Maybe it's the people here. The lack of a decent social circle makes me yearn for a more interesting/colourful life elsewhere. Where should I go next.
Toronto is a nice place. The security of knowing where everything is in this city.
Yet, I should move. This place has failed to give me the intellectual or any other sort of stimulation I need. I'm not growing as a person!
Hm, like what this lecturer of mine said: Take the harder path in life.
Moving elsewhere would be hard... Maybe that's why I should do it.
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